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Feb. 10th, 2009

yugi kawaii


I haven't had a change to write about my trip to Helsinki yet...

Anyway we arrived there on saturday and went shopping like crazy. 8DD
I think I haven't bought that much stuff like.. ever.
I'm not a very materialist person really. I know that I wont become happy even if I get all the stuff that I want. Some people don't seem to understand that... weird.

Anyway on sunday was the important day. LM.C 's gig I mean. :)))
We went to queue there like 4 hours before they opened the doors. like it was so cold I'm telling you. But at least I had a lil fun in the line. ^^ We met this guy Riku. And we had a great time at the gig too. too bad he had to leave early and I didn't even get to ask his number or anything. :< I guess we'll never see again. sob sob. Why is it that it's so hard to keep a friendship with someone who you don't like see very often? It seems to be only possible to be friends with people you see everyday... Or else it's always just trying to meet up but never being able to see each other until finally you loose contact and your not friends anymore. For me it's like that... I wish I could stay friends with a lot of people longer... Or maybe it's just not meant to be.

And about the concert. OMG. Must be the best gig I've ever been to. :-DD It was so hot...
And omg Maya was so cute when he was trying to talk finnish. XDD kay~~
LM.C is so my fav band right now(along side Cradle Of Filth of course. ;) )

omg, my first try at uploading a pic.. hope that worked. XD

The crowd was so into it. :DD But I think my hearing kinda suffered because of it... There was this weird buzz in my ear when I went to sleep...

But after the concert of. the best part/sarcasm
You know after a concert you're literally in the verge of death.
And you can't get anything to drink...
And we had to wait an HOUR to get to the cloakroom. Great service and all...
I thought I was gonna die at that place.
It's a miracle I made it.
Damn it was so crowded.

oh man I wanna go to a concert again soon. :)))
They are so much fun. ^^


Jan. 10th, 2009

goth goth


Looks like I'm going to see LM.C 8.2.2009. O_O

Time for a meme[I hate those kind so much... >>>.<<<]

- Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
- Post the first definition it gives you.
- Tag 3 people.

1.) Your name?

The Mexican Leprechaun queen of the watercress fields of Pearlridge Marika. Likes to use her magically delicious lucky charms to lure drunken old saggy smelly hairy men into her grass hut where she rapes them to death and then uses their bodies to feed her pet mutant chickens.
marikkaaa: okay okay
marikkaaa: i admit
marikkaaa: once i find the perfect guy
marikkaaa: i am going to get a sex change
marikkaaa: so that i can be in a homosexual relationship
marikkaaa: and have an excuse to have buttsex all the time
[Oh no my secret is out]

2.) Your age?

- Definition : "When you have more responsibility than at 16, but without all the fun of 18.
"How old are you?"
"Dude, that sucks..."
[wääh. too true. :<]

3.) One of your friends?

short for : "a lot of"
Whole lotta trouble
Whole lotta letters

4.) What should you be doing?
School Work

Although this started out as an inside joke on my part, this term is a saying for marijuana. It works on many occasions if you don't want people to find out. (obviously)
"Yo, Phil! I got some school work, wanna come help me with it?"
"That sounds cool, Fred. I wanna help you with that school work."

[that's right...]

5.) Favorite color?

1.yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it?
'yo, where da green at?'

[You're getting it all wrong! TAT]

2.Al Gore's favorite color.
Al Gore just had his house paitned green. Good for him! Go Green!

6.) Birthplace?

1. Also home of great rally drivers and people who can drink pretty much anyone under the table.
[not sure about the drinking part...]

2. A country that is NOT a part of either Sweden or Russia. The home of the greatest people on the face of the earth. And of Matti Nykänen but lets not talk about that...
Been to Finland? Whatland?
[XDDD omg lol]

3. Country situated in Northern Europe in between Sweden and Russia. 2/3 of the country is just lakes. National language is Finnish (of the Finno-Ugric family of languages) although a small minority also speak Swedish. Famous for its typically tall, blond haired people, famous motor racing champions (such as Mika Hakkinen, Keke Rosberg and Tomi Makinen), Santa Claus (supposedly), good bands such as Children Of Bodom, Impaled Nazarene and Nightwish (fronted by the stunning Tarja Turunen), not so great but strangely more popular bands such as HIM and The Rasmus, Nokia, saunas, high suicide rates and getting very drunk.
Finland is a cool country.

4. I believe Michael Palin said it best: "Finland, Finlad, Finland, the country where I want to be, pony trekking or camping; or just watching T.V. Finland, Finland, Finland.
It's the country for me."
"Finland, Finland, Finland,
The country where I quite want to be,
Your mountains so lofty,
Your treetops so tall.
Finland, Finland, Finland.
Finland has it all."
You're so near to Russia,
So far from Japan,
Quite a long way from Cairo,
Lots of miles from Vietnam
[Omg that son totally rocks ass!! XDD FINLAND FINLAND]

5. Home of friendly people and good hockey players. Everyone I have met from Finland has been cool. The country is actually pronounced in Finnish Suomi (god I hope I spelled that right).
What's the closest thing to a fish's asshole? A Fin! (Told to me by a fellow from Finland!)

6. 1. A country in Europe bordering the Baltic Sea and East of Sweden.
2. A testicle piercing
1. Jerry: Paul went to Finland last month!
Mario: Lucky bastard!
2. Jerry: Paul got a Finland last month!
Mario: What was he thinking?

7.) Month of your birth?

1. The month in which the hottest women are born.
That girl is FINE! She must have been born in December.

8.) Last person you talked to?

1. someone who gave birth to you.
"Luke...(breath) I am your mom."

2. The constant flow of cash and ass whoopings until the age of 18.
Dude my mom kicked my ass when I blew snot all over her new dress.

3. Woman who is convinced she is always right, never makes mistakes, nothing is her fault, and that you're never good enough.

She likes to chew food loudly, drink gin and tonics, and then chew on the ice.

She enjoys yelling and pointing out things you do wrong.

She hates everyone and everyone hates her, and she likes to point that out while lying on her bed while complaining that you don't do enough.

She is the soul cause of your depression, the concusion you suffered when you were 10, and your obsession and anxiety problems.

You love her.

"Hey Mom can I have a few dollars to buy pens that I need for school."
"No, I don't have any money...Oh look, my custom Neiman Marcus suit came in the mail."

9.) One of your nicknames
Marikka(No other was found. :<)

A forbidden dance which involves the burning of an intelligent blonde girl.
In order to complete a Marikka, you need a short girl, two curly haired girls, an Amanda and a number of fag pigeons.
MAN! Did you hear Scott is having a Marikka tonight?

TAG: lode, katti, ninni? :O

Dec. 24th, 2008




Merry Christmas to all<3

I've been just idle the whole vacation. >.>
I haven't gotten anything good done.
Just been playing The World Ends With You like a nutcase(I'm not turning into Annika, am i? o.o)
And then I've been sitting at the computer. :DD
And time just flies by~~ I think I've forgotten to eat today. O_O
Okay, this is not healthy living. I've just gotta stop for a while and do something actually productive.
We'll see if I can do that. XD

Nov. 2nd, 2008

goth goth

I don't want to be me..make it end...

I think I have an identity crisis. I don't know who am I anymore. I don't recognize myself anymore. I don't even know what kind of a person I am anymore. I have no self esteem what so ever right now. I just don't trust myself anymore the way I used to. I just totally hate myself.
I just always act so stupidly. I say such stupid things with out thinking. I'm a total moron. >.> I feel like I don't have the right to live in this world. I don't deserve anything. I'm a total piece of shit.
I always embarrass myself. I don't even wanna say anything anymore, because I'll just embarrass myself. There is no point in anything I do, I just act so stupidly all the time. This is how I feel 98% of the time. what about the rest 2% you ask? I must not feel anything. That's what you call kooma.
I don't think that I would be able to do anything good ever. I fell so pathetic. I'm so terrible... I don't know how anyone would be able to live with me. I'd just punch myself in the face if I'd have to live with me. So I understand why people don't like me.
I don't know if I'll be able to go on with myself much longer...
I just want to hide under some cover and disappear forever. I don't want to deal with this shit.
I regret everything I've ever done. I'm not proud of myself at all.
I just want to say sorry to the world for existing.
I'm complete scum.

Nov. 1st, 2008

fucking god


Oli ehkä parhaat Halloween bileet ikinä. Hih.
Olin aika hemaisevan näköinen prinsessa. =D Immeiset pikkasen katto kun me käveltiin siellä aika järkevän näköisinä... No kyllä niitten kuuluis tietää et nyt on Halloween, daa!
Vähän kyl vitutti et paljon kukaan muu ei ollu vaivaantunut pukeutumaan, siis onks se nyt niin vaikeeta?
Mulla ei ollu itelläni niiku mitään juomista. Mut siltä mä olin _niin_ kännissä. aika perus. Tein kaikkee tosi järkevää niiku esim poltin sormeni tupakkaan. ohoho.
Ja Anttikin joi vähän! Me meikattiin se... XD Oli aika söpö<3 Musta tuntu et se oli ehkä pikkasen kännissä. o.o?
Mutta Annika oli kyl pahin.. Se vaan laattaili ympäriinsä jo alku illasta! ja sit meidän piti laittaa se nukkumaan. Ei luoja. Se vaan kokoajan tivas Antilta mikä on sen seksuaalinen suuntautuminen. LOL
Vähän kyl hävettää mut ei haittaa kun oli kivaa<3
Musta tuntuu et Matti kerto joitain asioita joita sen ei ehkä ollu tarkoitus kertoa.. o.o
Hehe, paras kyl oli tänä aamuna kun mä pyörähdän ympäri sängyssä ja sit nään et mun vieres oli Annika, mä olin ihan shokissa et missä Matti on! Ja eikös Annikan pitäny jäädä sinne Muusan luo nukkuu... Se oli näköjään tullu yöllä Antin luon mut mä en vaan ollu heränny siihen. hehe. XD

Auch, oli taas vaihteeks aivan TAJUTON krapula. Miks pitää olla joka kerta? >.>> se on niiku kauheinta mitä voi olla. x__X Mä en vihaa mitään muuta enemmän kuin kipeenä oloo. Luulis että ihminen oppis edes jotain siitä, mutta eiii. Mä odotan kyl innolla seuraavia bileitä<3

voi luoja, enkö mä osaa yhtään kirjoittaa? Tääkin teksti kuulostaa niin jälkeenjääneeltä, että... voi huoh.

pue Sakarille villapaita<3

Sep. 29th, 2008

goth goth

Tearful joy

Oli Annikalla kyllä todella koskettava puhe tänään. ;___;
Me kummattii vaan pillitettiin siellä.
Mä tajusin kuinka tärkee se sisko mulle oikeesti on.
(vaikka onkin aika vittumainen välillä)
Se on vaan ainut joka oikeesti ymmärtää mua.

But it's so refreshing to cry<3
You just feel like your reborn. ^^
I feel so much better now, I was staring to get scared because I hadn't cried in a long time and I thought I was completely emotionless. o.o
I can't even remember the last time I cried... Must've been like years ago. O_O

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